di pagi yang indah ni (5.38 am) wah gegeh bangun awal pagi~~ bukan apa, pagi ni aku ada kelas jam 8 nanti, auditing class~~ tp b4 that aku nak story sikit pasal my love cronologies ( betul ke ejaan ni, hahahah)
i had 3 loves in my entire life~~~ my first love was my firts kiss ~~ wahhh statement mcm shiraka ( muna jom join skali) p/s muna is my bez fren eva~~~~ hahahah~~ yala, my first love taught me how 2 love, how 2 care n mcm2 lagi la~~ hurmm how i met her?? masa tu, peghujung semester satu, masa tu ktorg just kwn2 biasa, tp ntah kenapa masa cuti semester 1 bulan tu, siang malam ktorg text sms maka tanpa dsedari timbulla bibit2 chenta!!! tidaaakkkk~~~ hahahahaha~~ indah memang indah la, first love kan... tp hubungan tu just bertahan bout 6 months~~ punca??? hurmmm xda punca yg clear, aku pun x paham~~ meh aku story how the love broke into pieces (wah!!).. time tu dia n her course mate pegi KL, ada visit la a week... tp the whole week dia kat sana, trus hilang contact tanpa berita... call xda, sms pun xda~~ aku test, call pun xda jawapan~~ ok fine, maybe dia sebok kot, or hp tertinggal kat hotel ( nak sejukkan hati yg lara punya pasal) hahaha~~ ok kerana chentaku, aku sabar~~ after a week dia balik la kat uitm, still i didn't get any news from her, aku call, yes she answered but she tol me taht she busy now doing this n that~~ huhuhuhu hati ini menyatakan " DIA CURANG!!!" huwaaaa :'( and a few days later i received text from her told that "lets break up"~~~~~~~~~~~~
hurmmm malas la nak sambung story sedih kat atas~~ lets story seket bout my second love~~ after a month solo tanpa duet, hahahahaha i found my second love n know wat, we declared our love on my bithday!!!! which is 13 april 2008~~ hubungan aku dgn si dia begitu indah sekali, lebih kurang setahun setengah jugak la, wat special bout her is, dia terlalu syg sgt2 kat aku~~~ she is to special 4 me n to 4get her susah sgt sebab terlalu byk kenangan pahit bersama~~ so i decided that xkan lupakan si dia, even dah putus still contact sampai skarang.. we r still bezpwen~~ punca break~~ aku yg minta,~~ kenapa??? huhuhuhu~~ susah nak cita wei~
my third love~~~~ i love u so much!!! cita nie a bit sedih la utk permulaan 2010~~ tp ku gagahi jua~~~ org dah x suka nak buat apa la kan, redha je la~~ tp kenangan bersama, even singkat padat dan tepat, hahahaha tetap di ingati not only to me, but my other two sis, sha n jac ( kan3 ktk2)~~~ 6 january n 8 january, tarikh yg bez skali~~~ yahooo~~
my current life, even permulaan 2010 sedih tp dengnn fikiran yg positif n surrounded by my all gud fwen, aku dapat lupakan slowly lorr, bkn lupakan si dia, tp menerima hakikat that she is not belong to me ( ala2 taylor la plak).. just i am not gud enough 4 u~~~
dunia single!!!! aku enjoy sgt2~~ tp in the positif way la~~ lgpun its my final year, terlampau la busy mcm shiraka dgn assignment, test, presentation~~ abez jer kelas pukul 4 have to stay until 6 utk siapkan assignment... hahaha~~ malam tido n lepak dgn my roomate~~ rom3s aku this sem memang headpening!!!! hahahahaah~~~ sowie beb, ktkorg nang bez~~tp 2 tell the truth la, kehidupan single is too simple, yes lonely.. tp bila dah get use to it, mcm biasa la, cuma komitmen terhadap chenta, nak jaga hati si dia n mcm2 la yg berkenaan dgn chenta xda~~
to find another love, for now i am not interested~~ tunggula next year, nex two year~~ actually x perlu dcari, chenta akn dtg dgn sendiri~~~ natural~~ tp ada la yg try 2 approach me tp ntah, JERAK kata owg sarawak tek nak~~~~~~